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How a biracial woman grew up thinking she was white

Schwartz at her bat mitvah, in a still from Little White Lie.
Schwartz at her bat mitvah, in a still from Little White Lie.
Little White Lie

When Lacey Schwartz was accepted to Georgetown University, the school saw her photo and passed her name along to the black student association. The organization contacted her.

The only issue: Schwartz had grown up in a Jewish household in Woodstock New York, and had always — despite occasional questions about the source of her brown skin and curly hair — identified as white.

Schwartz and her mother in a still from Little White Lie.

She confronted her mother, who revealed that Schwartz's biological father was actually a black man. The 18-year-old began a quest to reconcile her newly discovered identity with the way she was raised, all while navigating sensitivities around what had been a family secret.

Little White Lie, which aired on PBS in March, is her documentary about that journey. Watch the trailer here:

In part, it highlights the subjective and malleable nature of racial identity. "If you looked too closely at it, it didn't make any sense, so we found ways to see what we wanted to believe," Schwartz says. "I wasn't pretending I was something I wasn't. I actually grew up believing I was white." A childhood friend adds, "I always looked at you like you looked black ... but not that you were."

Schwartz, who told Vox she now identifies as "black/biracial," explaining, "I look at biracial as a category of being black," said Little White Lie's message is about more than just race. "I think the film's broader lesson is about the power of telling the truth, having difficult conversations, and then moving forward," she said.

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