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I often use terms that seem to really bother people: nothingness, chaos, suffering, meaninglessness, despair, etc. Why do these terms, which are so embedded in my philosophy, bother people so much? Well, most people seem to thing that there is something as opposed to nothing: God created everything...
I don't get things. Yesterday I tore down a BNP poster in the neighbourhood because I'm not having racist shite around where I live. (Also the act of ripping the poster into shreds fulfilled my entirely non-sexual resistance kink, although I doubt it can be called resistance if I've got millions of...
You can seriously buy this on overstock.com. What?
Pain comes in all forms. the small twinge, soreness, the random pain. The normal pains we deal with everyday. Then theres the kind of pain you just can't ignore. A level so great that it blocks out everything else. Makes the whole world fade away. Until all we can think about is how much we hurt....
I should have known better what’s it’s like to enroll on the first day! It was so tiring really. Summer is finally over, and the school term is fast-approaching. My entire summer was spent mostly watching anime shows on Animax or downloading manga comics. Once in a while I read books though....
sorry for the depressing poem, This is how I imagine many people must feel at their jobs or how I would feel to remain here.... Death by Boredom We are gathered here to send off this person who expired before their time their body remains alive, but the mind, it is gone. it started of well for them...
As you can see, I have changed my blog name to broken butterflies. Broken Butterflies is a song I wrote a few months ago. Well, it's more like a poem, I am hoping to turn it into a song. So far I have a few songs written for my band. I don't have a band yet, but once I do get people in we can use my...
Do You Really Want To Die Takes the blade, and holds it to his arm. Tears stream down his face. He is confused at his thoughts, and he is scared of the future. Unable to cope with the feelings of hate towards himself he digs in the blade, and slices into his left wrist. The blade goes deep, cutting...
I always loved Garfield as a kid. As a kid I also thought each episode of Scooby-Doo was a fresh experience with an original mystery and an always shocking ending. Let's glaze over my current apathy of Garfield's lukewarm charm. Because this is much better than Garfield. It's called garfield minus...
I don't know what it is; no matter what I do I have this painful lonliness in my chest. Especially after doing something great. I've ignored it for at least a week, now, but it's getting worse. I've done some research: Symptoms of depression include: Trouble sleeping or excessive sleeping A dramatic...
I'm lonely, Person. Really mind-destroyingly, heart-hurtingly, want to scream lonely. I go to class lately just so that I can talk to people and have them talk back. Not three feet from me, my fiance and his friend are watching Bourne Identity... So why do I feel like they're on Mars? I live with...
Dear Person, I got up this morning thinking about how easy my life is, and yet, how hard it is to keep living it. Do you ever feel that way? I'm a student.. Pretty simple, right? Go to class, do your papers, take your tests. I don't even work because my fiance is the most wonderful, supportive man...
For No One (Revolver) – What to say about this song, first that I love the French horn. There are so many songs about break-ups out there in the world yet this one seems to do it for me. Just the lyric, “she no longer needs you” seems to capture the fact that it’s really over. Yet there are...
