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Great. I flunked land-law. That means I'm definitely failing history. Consti was always a sure thing. Gah!!! Three repeats once again! *sigh* These hols have not been nearly as long as they should have been. I don't wanna go back. Its not that I hate Law school. I just don't want to spend more time...
Things aren't going so well lately.My parents are driving me nuts. I'm tried of hearing people say : "They're only doing this because they care about you." Yeah Right! You don't even know how much of a pain they are. There is a fine line between discipline and abuse, and they crossed that line. I...
"My weakness is that I care too much and my scars remind me that the past is real." ^ That was random but today has been a rough. I didn't get any sleep last night and I don't think I'll get any today. I woke up and it was pretty much your normal day... except for the fact I didn't go to school. I...
HI HI HI HI HI! I'm going to try to go over to California this New Years-ish! Me and some friends and Chi might fly over, but we'll see how that flies with the 'rents. ANYWAY. I HAVE A QUESTION: There's this guy. He's coming onto me like a fast pitched baseball. I found out that he has a...
10) Stocks in your portfolio is not doing well and you need to meet with your adviser to change things up 9) Your WAMU account is all messed up now and you have uncertainties since it's now Chase 8) Your 97 BMW 318ti needs a tune up 7) Take a new job in marketing that happens to be in Fremont 6)...
So, I talked to *Chris* last night for a good hour an a half. It made me feel so good. We talked about everything and I really can't wait to be with him. I told him I would start studying more, and go to more meetings at the Kingdom Hall. We basically just got all our feelings and emotions out...
Sometimes I can't take the phone ringing Over and over, it glows I don't want to hear your voice I don't want to talk Leave me alone! So, I pretend to be asleep Pretend to be away Because apologizing is so much easier than forcing inside the pain and then maybe I can believe You won't call again...
Hurting head. Crawling skin. Fire. Heat. Pain. Cold. Chilled. Can't breathe. Can't see. Must rest. Can't move. Can't fall asleep. Tired...
(Class assignment September 16, 2008) In ten years I will hopefully be alive and not buried or ashes on a mantle. I don't know who I'm going to be tomorrow so how can I know who I'll be in ten years? I don't even know who I am today because I haven't figured out who I was yesterday. I don't have any...
Him probably dealing with this better than Mommy. FDaddy woke me up to say that TK had been running around as per usual and then (while shaving) (FDaddy, not TK) he heard a cry of pain and saw some drops of blood on the tux-butt. He might have been trying to pee, but FDaddy doesn't know b/c he was...
Politics has always been something I have stayed away from. My stance has changed from getting involved in every issue to being almost apathetic. But a while ago, I grudgingly accepted that someone had to do it. And recently, my interest has only been growing. Don't get me wrong. I still don't care...
Fresh Starts, Thanks to the calender, they happen every year. Just set your watch to January. our reward for surviving the holiday season is a new year, bringing on the great tradition of new years resolutions, put your past behind you, and start over. A chance to put the problems of last year to...
Honestly, I really don't know what to do with myself anymore. In about 8 months I'll be on my own. I always wanted to leave home and run away before, but now that I'm older- and it's time for me to leave; I realize that I'm really not ready to be on my own. I'm never going to be able to pay for...
Seems to follow me at every turn... Yesterday, we got several bills that were wrong... We got a phone bill that wasn't right (after they had finally, supposedly, "fixed" the problem)... We received a bill from the radiology company that did my PCOS ultrasounds in June -- because it said the...
In my dream. It was at a school. I think it was the elementary my sister went to. It seemed real. It was in a court yard. Somehow i was on the ground. In front of a gate. A little boy came up and said "she’s coming in back" He had a red stripped shirt on. I have two grandmothers. One has pasted...
Circles circles everywhere I am sick of this, show me a square A triangle, or even a parallelogram I'm talking math since real life feels like a scam! Don't look for hidden meanings You will surely find none If they were meant to be seen they'd be painted as yellow as the sun But in black and white...
Evil Paradises: Dreamworlds of Neoliberalism
He's right... But... does that mean I am wrong? I don't know... I could change... but is it worth it? Do I want to? Yes... But do I want this to be the reason? No... What do I do? Take away my pride and my pain... and what's left behind? Nothing... I was wrong... I didn't keep me with me... I became...
I'm sitting in consti class right now... I know I should be paying attention... but I just can't seem to. Law school has been full of a lot of firsts in my life... Today has been another. I just got called to attend an AA meeting. I don't need to go to one of those! ... Do I? ... I don't know. I...
I don't even know where to begin. Actually I don't feel as though I should even begin until I can talk to the T about stuff. Hopefully that'll happen tonight or tomorrow night. It's getting late. Today is baby momma day, so we can't be late getting to the airport. Lesley comes home next week. I...
