I'd been patiently waiting for days to get a chance to come back to the town centre. Kozue took me her local train station, then sent me off to go exploring Hans solo. I felt excited on the train, my pockets bursting with equipment I'd gathered for the trip. Then everything went wrong. The...
Im giving myself time. Im trying really hard not to break out in tears every time Im not at work. Im constantly trying to dig within myself to stay where I am, when I constantly want to run and leave situations that are hard. When Im pretty much thinking all the time, if I just get through this...
I've been meaning to write this blog post for two weeks now.... I guess it wasn't the most instantaenous thing in the world to suddenly convert all my feelings into a convenient block of text. Here I am, two weeks on and sitting in my flat; unemployed and waiting for stuff to happen. Good stuff to...
I have been away in London for the past 4 days. Yes, London England. Some of you close friends know this - to many of you others, I could have shared this news and maybe met up with you - but this trip was already quite earmarked. It was a break I needed but which has left me in turmoil. 1/2 of me...
The Public don't really give a damn what happens in between. Si one told me that no one actually wants to watch local musicians, he was right, so god knows why anyone would want to read a Blog by one. Still Perseverance is a virtue, probably. Writing new songs is not like you probably imagine, I'm...
00:24 14072009 http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jean_Baudrillard http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Simulacra_and_Simulation It has been a while since anyone mentioned the title of this book that set me thinking about life and its meaning way back in 2003/4. It has been such a distant past that I have...
While in Dallas, Sookie connects with one of her own. Jason is rewarded for his hard work at the Light of Day boot camp. Eric and Bill bond over their past. I have to say that I’m a tad bit ambivalent about this week’s episode. I didn’t get to watch it until the wee hours Wednesday morning and...
Letters Chapter Six: A Word on Dream Analysis By: Lady Michaelis Pairing: Adam Lambert/Kris Allen (Kradam) Rating: NC-17 (homosexual paramour, descriptive man-on-man sex, slightly offensive language) Genre: Romance/Drama/Humor (AU) Summary: Kris Allen never thought he would find a friend in the form...
New and Selected Poems Random Juvinilia from the Family Art Book: A Poetics I feel I could adore you If it weren't for that thing you do that makes me love you so much. If you see the dawn before you fall asleep, save it for me. A home remedy to catch myself in a revery has almost taken her out of...
“I'm not going to sit at your table and watch you eat, with nothing on my plate, and call myself a diner. Sitting at the table doesn't make you a diner, unless you eat some of what's on that plate. Being here in America doesn't make you an American.... No I'm not an American, I'm one of the 22...
I confronted her. Jill Lockhart, I mean, that fucking bitch. The things she said are still ringing in my ears and it pisses me the fuck off, and rightly so. Who does she think she is? So she's a rock star. So fucking what? Big deal. Does she think that means she's entitled to something? Does she...
Woooooo. this one is cool. alright. on to the blog.. one thing i'd like to talk more about now.. [and im not getting personal with anyone with this one] is that i wanna talk about the fact that girls do indeed like douchebag guys.. i was talking about this with eduardo yesterday. we figured out some...
Eric Fishel About image making- it is what it is IDENTITY ART- preoccupied with exploring identity IDENTITY POLITICS- white middle class men, no cause Starts to put life under microscope, discovers things, sexual nature neurosis Some images- naked woman hugging dog on bed, naked man sunbathing with...
Ray'd been up for hours. He hadn't called anyone. Calling someone would be admitting that he'd fucked up - and Ray was not free of faults. Admission of guilt always was something he had a hard time with. He'd been scouring the streets since one in the morning, more of his attention down on the...
Intro “Why I am even here. I need to get out of this situation before it gets way too deep for me to handle and something bad happens. I can sense something bad happening” were the ominous thoughts going through my mind as I stared at this woman who wasn’t mine. This wasn’t a good situation...
UPDATED 6/15/09 12:36pm: The Los Angeles Times has a photo gallery of a lot of the scumbags in action. Hopefully these cunts will be identified and tracked down by the LAPD. Videos of the rioting and other assorted criminal behavior (or just pure criminals) is making its way to YouTube:...
There were two days in my life about two years back, when I just cried and cried for no reason. I cried for a friend who failed a test. I cried for my cat cuz he couldn't talk. I cried for myself cuz I felt lonely, despite having had all my friends and family who were eagerly waiting for me to open...
It's not like I ever look to Lou Dobbs for wisdom or insightful commentary, but sometimes he still manages to shock me. In his CNN column last week he wrote, "We're fighting a war that is inflicting even greater casualties than the wars in Iraq and Afghanistan and, incredibly, costing even more...
01. what.the.fuck. happened? 02. did you continue drinking when you got to the place of the incident? 03. was there any other substance involved? besides alcohol. 04. how fucked up would you say you were on a scale of 1-10. 05. what.the.fuck. happened? 06. what happened from the point of you getting...
The common argument I hear against "ranty", argumentative, bitchy feminists who rage about things such as "The Patriarchy", is that they're basically complaining about nothing. Or rather, they don't have the right to complain about "those sorts of things" because we "really don't have it that bad"....
